The Feed by Nick Clark Windo

I received a copy of The Feed from Netgalley in return for an honest review. I requested based on a slightly vague description; it sounded like a sort of horror… and turned out to be a sci-fi dystopia and therefore right up my street!

The Feed introduces us to a world where everyone is linked by a Feed- a far conclusion to the internet- and has every conceivable piece of information readily available. Messages from friends are instantaneous, thoughts run freely unless a person specifically blocks them. The main characters, a married couple called Kate and Tom, find the idea of switching off their Feeds quaint, until people begin to be hacked and world leaders assassinated. Six years later the Feed is still switched off, people are still learning the skills and knowledge that the Feed previously provided and regaining memories that they never had to think about before- their every experience being previously replayable. People are still being hacked- or Taken- when they sleep and the world has descended in to chaos. When Kate and Tom’s young daughter goes missing they have to face life outside of their camp.

The story reminds me of Black Mirror, a show I absolutely adore, except following the themes to their worst conclusion. Not only does The Feed broach the subject of how humanity would cope without modern communication and amenities, it ties it in to the characters very humanity and shows us just how far we could go towards destroying the world in the name of convenience.

Some parts of the story don’t match pace-wise; the beginning is a lot slower than the last third or so, but it’s still an exciting read and for a debut it’s pretty impressive. I’m possibly biased because it does combine two of my favourite genres, but it’s a twisty, sometimes violent take on the end of the world.


Beauty, Glory, Thrift by Alison Tam

Beauty, Glory, Thrift was a last minute addition to my SapphicAThon TBR after I read a review of it in Strange Horizons. I was immediately drawn to this short, sci-fi space adventure about a thief that discovers a digital goddess- Thrift- in a temple and downloads her to her brain, believing her to be mere software.

It’s a very quick read- I read my copy from The Book Smugglers in under an hour- but it packs an emotional punch. We see the world through Thrift’s new experiences; she sees everything through Pak the thief’s eyes, but with her own astonished take. The two start off at odds with one another, there isn’t much room in one person’s head, but there is a reason I read it for the SapphicAThon!

I have some thoughts about sci-fi in general that I think I’ll reserve for a separate post, but Beauty, Glory, Thrift has definitely been a nice segue back in to science fiction proper!

My Favourite Online SFF Literary Magazines

What a specific title! Some time in the last few months I became obsessed with digital SFF literary magazines. I’ve made absolutely no secret of my love of science fiction as a genre or my preference for short stories (and my firm belief that they are a greatly under appreciated form of literary genius) and it suddenly clicked for me that there is a wealth of short form fiction that I could subscribe to. Some time ago I backed a kickstarter for a special edition of Uncanny showcasing the work of disabled writers and as part of my reward I received the most recent issue as well. I already regularly buy FIYAH and I started investigating the other options on twitter, gumroad and patreon! Here are six of my favourites!

A note about patreon fee changes: I support many of these magazines on patreon but I understand that the fee changes might put people off [Update! They’ve retracted and aren’t introducing the fees!] Most of the patreon based magazines have, or will be, working on alternatives for supporters who wish to contribute on alternative websites. Please don’t be put off if I have mentioned patreon!


Quarterly. Edited by Justina Ireland and Troy L. Wiggins.

FIYAH is one I’ve been with since the beginning. Every quarter they publish a packed edition with submissions based around a theme exclusively from black writers. I personally love the themed issues (I love a curated themed anthology) and it’s great to see individual interpretations of a themed prompt. The cover artwork is also beautiful (enough that they sell prints of each cover online!)

Buy it or subscribe from their website.

Strange Horizons

Weekly, monthly ebook. Edited by Jane Crowley and Kate Dollarhyde.

Strange Horizons is a lit mag that I’ve subscribed to recently via patreon, every Monday they publish a short story, poem and a review of a speculative book recently published. Monthly, they produce an ebook collating the weekly editions for subscribers in a variety of formats.

Subscribe via their Patreon.


Monthly. Edited by Julia Rios.

Fireside publishes stories on their website that lean towards the speculative side but are occasionally ‘off genre’. They’re keen on fair pay for their workers and so pledges on their Patreon go towards paying above standard per word. They also provide content notes for all of their stories- where applicable- on their website.

You can read on their website and support/subscribe via patreon.


Monthly. Edited by Jason Sizemore.

Apex offers short fiction from a diverse range of SFF writers as well as essays and interviews. Essays revolve around the world of publishing and being a reader, and interviews often link to people featured within the issue. I think Apex has my favourite layout of all of the ‘mixed medium’ magazines I’ve read so far. Rather than having all the fiction, poetry and non fiction together and separate from one another it feels like a more natural flow: an interview with a writer after their story, for example, rather than it being later on in the issue. It’s cleverly done. And the writing is top-notch!

Subscribe via their Patreon.

Luna Station

Quarterly. Edited by Jennifer Lyn Parsons.

Luna Station exists to showcase the talents of speculative writers who identify as female. They’ve recently doubled down on this definition to explicitly include anyone who identifies as a woman in any way. The stories are beautiful, often painful, and their covers are stunning.

You can purchase their quarterly edition on gumroad.


Bimonthly. Edited by Lynne M Thomas, Michael Damien Thomas and Michi Trota.

Uncanny were the first SFF magazine I subscribed to this year, after having had ten brought to my attention by their recent Kickstarter. I subscribe via Amazon, but back issues can be read or purchased on their website through a variety of channels. Each bimonthly issue is jam packed with original stories, reprints, poetry and essays and has accompanying podcasts online.

Read, listen, buy or subscribe on their website.

If anyone has any recommendations then let me know!

November Wrap Up!

I’m fairly behind with reviews this year so I thought I could start a monthly wrap up to write snippet reviews of the books I’ve read that month! In November I read; nine novels, two short story collections, one literary magazine, one graphic novel, one novel in verse and a novelette. Seven books were eARCs in an attempt to breathe some life in to my Netgalley ratio!

One of the most powerful books I read this month (or, ever) was this gorgeous novel in verse by Jason Reynolds. Long Way Down tells the story of Will as he travels for 67 seconds in a lift down to kill the man he thinks murdered his brother. At each floor someone who knew Shawn gets on and gives him another piece of the puzzle. It’s a beautiful, poetic ghost story and brotherly-love story about gun crime and making the right decisions. My full review is here!

I received Me Mam. Me Dad. Me. from Netgalley in exchange for an honest review. Malcolm Duffy uses his experience working with survivors of domestic violence to tell the story of Danny and his Mam- whose new boyfriend is beating her. Danny is fourteen and does the only thing he can think of; lies about a school trip to travel off to find his absent dad and get him to kill the man who’s hurting his mam. Told from Danny’s POV, Malcolm Duffy does a great job of capturing the confusion and pain of a young boy who just can’t understand why his mam doesn’t leave, but also that sensitive age where boys feel the need to protect the people they love no matter what. I also loved the fact that it was written entirely in a Geordie accent!

Toletis by Rafa Ruiz was another Netgalley offering! The only way to describe this one- about a young boy and his friends trying to save the trees- is ‘quaint’. It’s sweet, magical and wonderfully illustrated. Originally written in Spanish, the translation is done well and it’s an easy, poetic read.

This one was a slightly odd read from Netgalley but it was right up my street! Census is Jesse Ball’s attempt to immortalise the relationship he had with his late brother, who had Down’s syndrome. In an unnamed dystopian land a man finds out that he will soon die and takes one last trip with his son as a mysterious Census Taker. His job, to find out about the citizens in the outer rings of society, their quirks and memories, and tattoo them with the symbol of the Census. It’s a strange little book, but it tells a beautiful story of the relationship the man has with his son and his son has with the world.

I wrote a full review of Ramona Blue here but it deserves a wrap-up mention too! Julie Murphy tells the story of Ramona, who has always identified as a lesbian until her old friend comes home and she begins to question whether her sexuality is more fluid than she thought. It’s a easy to read YA story with a diverse cast of characters which also deals with the aftermath of Hurricane Katrina and how family ties us to home.

I also read Malinda Lo’s A Line In The Dark; a YA thriller about jealousy in friendships, f/f relationships and murder. The cover was slightly deceptive as the bulk of the story revolves around Jess’s secret infatuation with her best friend Angie and her jealousy over her relationship with Margot. A first to third POV switch partway through was a little clunky but I still really enjoyed this twisty YA thriller.

I had some concerns over this one when I received it from Netgalley. Partway through there was a transphobic joke made by one of the side characters but the publishers have assured me that this has been removed from the final version after I emailed them. I Am Thunder is Muhammad Khan’s attempt to explore how Muslim teens in the UK could become radicalised. The author is a teacher himself. It’s a very important story and a lot of it rang familiar to me as someone who has done, uncomfortably, the PREVENT training required by UK schools. Muzna’s steps towards danger are subtle, but her conviction of character ultimately saves her and others from tragedy.

I was so drawn to the cover of this book by Stephanie Oakes. The Arsonist is about three teenagers; Molly, who knows her mother is out there somewhere despite what everyone tells her; Pepper, a young immigrant from Kuwait with the world’s most useless service dog and Ava, an East German teen murdered in 1989. Molly knows somethings links the three of them and is determined to solve the mystery of Ava’s murder to figure it out. As stories go this one is a little ridiculous and a fair amount of suspension of disbelief is required but I still really, really liked it. The characters are fun and sparky, I genuinely did not guess the mystery and it’s always nice to have some historical background to a novel!

Another one that will definitely be getting its own review at some point, What We Lose almost immediately became one of my all time favourites as soon as I read it. Zinzi Clemmons is such a talented writer and the way that this novel is laid out is more like a series of interconnecting snapshots. It reminded me of The House on Mango Street– lyrical, coming of age and dealing with not quite fitting in anywhere.

My fifth Netgalley ARC of the month was Brother by David Chariandy. It powerfully deals with the themes of brotherhood, loss, regret and being the child of immigrants in Canada. Brother is a very moving portrayal of a man trying to cope with the loss of his most important person.

Ghost Stories by Whit Taylor was the first ARC I read this month and the only graphic novel. It read more like a chap book than a graphic novel; it was made up of a few cartoons each dealing with loss in some way, whether it be meeting dead heroes, losing a childhood home or watching as a friend’s life moves on without us. Whit Taylor is a great artist and she packs a lot of story and emotion in to her cartoons.

The Sea Beast Takes A Lover was my favourite ARC of November and the final one in this wrap up! These short stories by Michael Andreasen are great, quirky and unique. A lot have themes of the Sea, including the titular story about a kraken-like creature embracing a ship until it sinks. I just loved them!

This month I got really in to the idea of literary magazines and now have a bunch on my kindle to read! They seem to be the best way of getting a constant stream of good, diverse speculative fiction in to my life! I’ll do a post about them in their own right at some point but this month I read Uncanny issue 19 which I received as part of my Kickstarter pledge for their upcoming special edition celebrating disabled writers in SFF.

An Alphabet of Embers was the very last book I read this month. It’s a celebration of all things unusual in short fiction as well as an incredibly diverse collection of writers. Edited by Rose Lemberg and complete with illustrations for a lot of the stories, I finished this in almost one sitting with only the briefest of pauses to actually do my job.

Finally, special mention to the coverless novelette I read by Bogi Takács, All Talk of Common Sense. This was a great piece of flash fiction in which Bogi explores writing an autistic character in a fantasy-quasi-historical setting!

So, that’s my reading for November!

Long Way Down by Jason Reynolds

I bought this one on a whim off the back of seeing it all over twitter in the run up to its release. Didn’t even look at what it was about, which I have been known to do when people I trust recommend a book. So I was especially pleased to find out that it was a novel in verse, which are a very under appreciated medium in my humble opinion!

Long Way Down tells a powerful story over the course of 67 seconds of Will’s life; from the point he steps in to an elevator determined to kill the man he thinks shot his brother to when he steps out on the ground floor. On each floor another person steps in to join him, each one from his brother’s past and there to give him another piece of an ultimately tragic puzzle.

2017 has been a bit of a year of poetry for me. After having shunned it since university five years ago I’ve been hooked on modern poetry recently! Long Way Down combines everything I love about it; gut wrenching themes, varying form and it draws you in to a narrative. That it’s also making such a heart breaking comment on gun crime makes it all the more powerful. We see Will’s turmoil over whether to follow the ‘rules’ he’s been taught by his brother, or to move forward in his own way and also see how gun crime in poor neighbourhoods can have ramifications that last generations. It’s a fantastic book that I read in one sitting and would thoroughly recommend.

My SapphicAThon TBR

There’s been some discussion over on book twitter recently about the prevalence of m/m fiction written by women that borders on fetishisation compared to the distinct lack of f/f fiction being read and promoted online. The Sapphic-A-Thon hopes to redress that balance by encouraging readers to spend a fortnight reading fiction where the main characters are in, or end up in, f/f relationships.

As usual my TBR is ridiculously ambitious and is more of a ‘books to choose from’ than me thinking I’ll actually get through them all in two weeks (saying that I have read thirteen books in November so far and I’m off work from the 20th so who knows!). I’m loosely following the challenges but I’m not overly fussed about getting bingo but I’ve included what squares I’ll be using them for! (I’ve added the board at the bottom!)

I’ve taken most of these from Tasha’s suggestions!

Ghost Girl in the Corner by Daniel José Older

(Established relationship)

Trying to shake off the strange malaise that separates her from even her girlfriend Izzy, Tee decides to take over the Bed-Stuy Searchlight for the summer. But then she finds an alluring violet dress in the newspaper office, and a cute ghost girl no one else can see.

Izzy can tell Tee’s drifting away from her — she misses Izzy’s shows and skips shadowshaper practice — and she won’t stand for it. Yet when a girl goes missing in Bed-Stuy, Izzy needs Tee to get the word out and help investigate. Can they break through their distance and reconnect before someone else dies?

Not Your Sidekick by C.B. Lee

(Bisexual main character)

Welcome to Andover, where superpowers are common, but internships are complicated. Just ask high school nobody, Jessica Tran. Despite her heroic lineage, Jess is resigned to a life without superpowers and is merely looking to beef up her college applications when she stumbles upon the perfect (paid!) internship–only it turns out to be for the town’s most heinous supervillain. On the upside, she gets to work with her longtime secret crush, Abby, whom Jess thinks may have a secret of her own. Then there’s the budding attraction to her fellow intern, the mysterious “M,” who never seems to be in the same place as Abby. But what starts as a fun way to spite her superhero parents takes a sudden and dangerous turn when she uncovers a plot larger than heroes and villains altogether.

Lambs Can Always Become Lions by Charlotte Anne Hamilton


Robin Hood, along with her group of friends, has been aiding the poor of Nottingham for four years. They have become an hindrance to the Sheriff of Nottingham, terrorising the rich lords and ladies and robbing gold right from under the Sheriff’s nose.

Helping Robin from inside, and proving her most useful ally, is Lady Marian Fitzwalter.

After hearing about a special shipment coming through Sherwood – filled with gold, jewels and weapons – Marian agrees to help Robin gather information so she can ambush it. It is risky and dangerous on both sides but Marian would do anything for Robin. And Robin would do anything to feed her people.

But as the shipment draws closer and tensions rise, Robin finds herself having to decide which is more important: love or duty.

Adaptation by Malinda Lo


Flocks of birds are hurling themselves at aeroplanes across America. Thousands of people die. Millions are stranded. Everyone knows the world will never be the same.

On Reese’s long drive home, along a stretch of empty highway at night, a bird flies into their headlights. The car flips over. When they wake up in a military hospital, the doctor won’t tell them what happened.

For Reese, though, this is just the start. She can’t remember anything from the time between her accident and the day she woke up almost a month later. She only knows one thing: she’s different now. Torn between longtime crush David and new girl Amber, the real question is: who can she trust?

Labyrinth Lost by Zoraida Cordova

(Both are WOC)

Alex is a bruja, the most powerful witch in a generation…and she hates magic.

At her Deathday celebration, Alex performs a spell to rid herself of her power. But it backfires. Her whole family vanishes into thin air, leaving her alone with Nova, a brujo boy she’s not sure she can trust, but who may be Alex’s only chance at saving her family.

Everything Leads to You by Nina LaCour

(Interracial pairing)

Just out of high school, Emi Price is a talented young set designer already beginning to thrive in the L.A. film scene. But her artistic eye has failed her in one key area: helping her to design a love life that’s more than make-believe. Then she finds a mysterious letter at an estate sale, and it sends her chasing down the loose ends of a movie icon’s hidden life. And along the way, she finds Ava, and at long last, Emi’s own hidden life begins to bloom.

Otherbound by Corinne Duyvis

(Hate to love)

Every time Nolan closes his eyes, he doesn’t see darkness. Instead he’s transported into the mind of Amara, a girl living in a different world. Nolan’s world is our world, full of history tests, family problems and laundry; his parents think he has epilepsy, judging from his frequent blackouts. Amara’s world is full of magic and danger and she’s a mute slave girl who’s tasked with protecting a renegade princess. Nolan is an observer only in Amara’s world — until he’s not. At first, Amara’s terrified by this new presence controlling her. But they eventually learn that the only way to protect the princess and escape danger is to work together. It’s a fascinating premise, clearly and compellingly written and imagined.

A Pearl for My Mistress by Annabel Fielding

(Less than 500 goodreads reviews)

England, 1934. Hester Blake, an ambitious girl from an industrial Northern town, finds a job as a lady’s maid in a small aristocratic household.

Despite their impressive title and glorious past, the Fitzmartins are crumbling under the pressures of the new century. And in the cold isolation of these new surroundings, Hester ends up hopelessly besotted with her young mistress, Lady Lucy.

Accompanying Lucy on her London Season, Hester is plunged into a heady and decadent world. But hushed whispers of another war swirl beneath the capital… and soon, Hester finds herself the keeper of some of society’s most dangerous secrets…

The Second Mango by Shira Glassman

(Jewish MC)

Queen Shulamit never expected to inherit the throne of the tropical land of Perach so young. At twenty, grief-stricken and fatherless, she’s also coping with being the only lesbian she knows after her sweetheart ran off for an unknown reason. Not to mention, she’s the victim of severe digestive problems that everybody think she’s faking. When she meets Rivka, an athletic and assertive warrior from the north who wears a mask and pretends to be a man, she finds the source of strength she needs so desperately.

Unfortunately for her, Rivka is straight, but that’s okay — Shulamit needs a surrogate big sister just as much as she needs a girlfriend. Especially if the warrior’s willing to take her around the kingdom on the back of her dragon in search of other women who might be open to same-sex romance. The real world outside the palace is full of adventure, however, and the search for a royal girlfriend quickly turns into a rescue mission when they discover a temple full of women turned to stone by an evil sorcerer.

Ramona Blue by Julie Murphy

I’m finally updating! Sorry it’s been a while, I lost all motivation to write book reviews except on Netgalley (my ratio was awful so I focussed on getting through a bunch of ARCs, will write about them here at some point soon!) so I’ve picked a few recent reads, taken some photos and now I’m scheduling some posts!

I’d seen Ramona Blue floating around twitter for quite a while and finally picked it out this month. I gather that it garnered quite a lot of controversy before it was published due to poor blurbing; from what I remember the concern was that it was a story about a lesbian finding the right guy to turn her straight. In reality it’s a YA novel partly about the fluid nature of sexuality and a teen questioning labels, partly about the ties of family and living in poverty in the aftermath of Hurricane Katrina.

Ramona lives in a trailer with her hardworking dad, pregnant sister and her babydaddy. She identifies as a lesbian openly but begins to question how fluid her sexuality may be when an old friend returns to her small town.

I’m not personally comfortable commenting on the bisexual rep in the book, particularly as I’ve seen mixed opinions in the reviews I’ve read by bi people. Chelsea points out that the word ‘bisexual’ is never once used in the book (minor spoilers alert) which soured the book for her, but I’ve read other ownvoice reviews (an example here from BisexualBooks contains heavy spoilers) that have praised the rep. I defer to people who have actual lived experience.

Otherwise, this to me was a great story about family love, poverty and learning to take selfish steps in the face of what we perceive to be our duties. Ramona gains a love of swimming, an outlet in her life which otherwise revolves around worrying about money, her sister and her soon-to-arrive niece. Ramona’s life has been heavily influenced by Hurricane Katrina, which decimated her small town years before, and it’s a powerful comment on how the effects of such events have ramifications that last far beyond media interest. The story also touches upon the ways race means different experiences for different people; there’s a scene which is just plain fun for Ramona and her group, but which her friend Freddie rightly points out could have had deadly consequences for him as a black teen.

I really enjoyed this book, it was much more than a romance, which in not generally that interested in!